Jus back fm BAThu Bahat temple.. my mum is now currently setting up another prayer to be done at home. Do u guys haf so mani prayers to do too?
I used to tink is okay coz is like pray at 12 every yr. But y dis yr i find it so hard to take it. till now 7.46, im still not on bed!! Traveling all e way to msia to pray is really veri tiring & theres no slp at the temple, waiting most of the time. The waiting time burns my enthusim to pray. I admit i was bit sian towards the end which made me felt guilty coz praying should be sincere. However, i dun haf the excitement,enthusiasm,energy to do so aft so long. Reached at 7 but left onli at 4am. How i wish it could haf been better. Im not grumbling but i hope god will still answer to my prayers.
On the eve, my mum seems to be nagging & picking on everythin i does. Which made me extremely irritated. I rebutted! which seldom happened n now she is doin the preparation mostly on her own. I helped some but in order nt to get animore nagging on cny n pek chekness, i tink is better tis way.
CNY to me is jus a wearing new clothes & prayin tradition. I hardly haf mani place to visit. Esp on e first dae, onli go si ma lu most of the time. So boring cny ya ? my dad used to create unhappiness to us on CNY so i dun like cny except the new clothes part.Especially reunion dinner. Dun wana to rack the past up.bUT TODae's reunion was one of the best. ASsumptious steamboat wif little kids eating together wif me.
Dad gave ang bao mins ago, said tings like "ting hua, dun take the prevlige for granted.. " hai ting le oso xin han lor, im like so old le, which which 21 kid cant go home aft 12, 10 plus start gettin fone calls & wan go xperience nite life for once oso dun dare to ask for permission. Cant do diving, cant go overseas wif mere frens.. everythin is jus bottling up everyday. I noe communication is the key to dis but wif parents like tt, guess i can never suceed.
Wonder wad time can i turn in n wake up? by evening? by den guess is dinner time huh... so tats my chi yi.. haha.. bt ok la.. sleepin is my stress reliever coz it can bring me to World of Eternity , which is said to be the world of happiness, without pain , sorrow & unhappiness..
*forgif me for the grammatic & spelling errors* *kunz~*