The third one has came. Tis time was in orchard. Crowded area, the cramp was so bad that i can neither sit still nor walk. I faced my fear again.
My mind was empty.. I just keep chanting that i will endure thru without fainting.
gLad that u were by my side todae, I was scared, indeed. In extreme pain , strengthless.
Couldnt eat the bowl of noodles, no matter how i insisted. less than two mouthful, i gave up.
When the cramp started from the back of my head i knew its attacking. Held on tight to the hand beside me.I dont wana be alone. Seeing me enduring hopelessly , he went to get ani available medication tat can helped me. Running here n there jus to take care of me :) He looks more like my kin den anione else..
When i was lying alone at the foodcourt, i couldnt see clearli,neither could hear well, at the pt of time i realise how noble are mums, giving birth is 3times the pain n 3 times the hours, compared to the 2 hours of pain i experienced. I truly felt the hopeless of the disabled or the patients fighting wif their illness. The fear, the lonliness & the pain is wad others can never understand.
Without fone is being so insecure. sO heLPless when u r all alone.. Guess its time to forget abt the money issue, coz safety is more impt aftall..
moreover doc says that theres no medication that they can gif to stop the faint, do i reli haf to face it thru my entire life?
Thank u so much for the suprise n the card n most importantly thanks being there with me thru the pain. gUESS nothing can express my gratitude. Nothin to gif in return but a SINCERE, THANK YOU.

*The wallpaper of the fone is my angelic pic.. *
Quote of the day : Do onto others, which u would wan others to do onto u.