I am a self-confessed QUEEN of DRAMA!
I get emotional, all the time.
I do cry everytime.
I am like this. You made me the QUEEN of DRAMA!
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Monday, November 27, 2006; in e air of missing..
happen to screen thru to find e superstar 2 M5&M6s duet. Dint get it instead happen to see milubing performed on stage on PSS audition. when i heard shen bian,emotions stirred! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jD36Nf1ntrE
i wana post tis! So nice,how i wish someone i like proposes to me wif his guitar n singing (like wad Sam did) .. guess im day dreaming.
hope to see their album launched soon in dec.I feel v silly to be mad abt them coz they r of my age n sam is younger.. haha.. bt they r reli talented, tts somethin tt cannot be denied.
Added baby thermis on my frenster todae. Child of Joanna & Ray. Blissed** so young haf friendster acct. u r so well loved, baby thermis :) Tink jie sheng has been v nice to them both. They prove to me "jie di lian" isnt a big deal afterall.
duno y e image canot be displayed.. u gonna click on it to view *sorrY ABT tt*
went bro's Kumon's prize presentation ceremony. He achieved his gold award for english tis yr. Not gonna touch in case it breaks again :( Goong Shi jia was e special guest of the event.
I was darn lucky to be e onli one to take a solo shot wif her!*****luck was shining tt dae. Never been so lucky before..
tis wil be e first family photo.. excluding e one on my bdae!
I cry and I weep... Because of you... 9:15 PM
Thursday, November 16, 2006;
Had a look at Operational Hope Foundation www.ohf.org.sg a year had passed. Sad to say i had not accpomplish any of those i hope to accomplish since a yr ago. Still didnt sposor a child nor went over for some hands on experience by experiencing how the cambodia kids live in the orphanage. And also let the materialistic, lazy me reallise who fortunate m i here...
Thus , i call out to all that reads my blog, especially those who are financially well off to lend a helping hand by sponsoring a kid. The kids reli nid sponsors to get a new life n also lessen e burden of their current guardian. If u sponsor them, they will get a pic of u n write to u often n u too can write to them. Come to tink of it, is rather heartwarming, u can actuallly reach out to someone miles away fm u on another part of the globe.Linking hearts across the globe.. how can tis feeling match wif the bags u bought fm GUcci or ur prada sunglasses?
Aniwae, sponsorship is 67USD a month.. For hope foundation. You can choose to sponsor either kids fm Nepal or fm Cambodia. THey haf some children pics posted n u can select the kid u like to sponsor. I saw OukYian.. The moment i saw him, jus had tis closeness feeling. Too bad i cant possible afford. here's about him.
Age: 6 years old Description: Both his parents passed away in 2000, leaving him in the care of his maternal grandmother. He has got 7 elder siblings, either working as a domestic helper in Phnom Penh or as laborers in other provinces and Thailand. They have not been sending money home for Yian or his grandmother. His grandmother owns a small piece of land for farming; however she is in debt as she had borrowed the money for the construction of their thatched house. Yian was delighted when he heard that we are coming to pick him to live in the orphanage. He quickly put on his best shirt and asked us to take him along. He is cheery and joyful child.
Hope OukYian can find a kind soul to sponsor him soon. Hardly see kids to stay so positive n joyful.. guess he's gonna be a remarkable figure in future.. well tats my instinct.
----------------------------- Aches are all over my back. Went for my first lesson of Yoga.. teacher was pretty fast.. but guess i jus nid to buck up! nice n relaxing sport. Haben been doin exercise aftersince acheived lifeguard (Bm CERT) .. EXERCISE reli helps to make one fresher!
studied alone in library on mon nite til 9pm. During the few hours there n my bus ride home. Had pretty deep tots & pretty emotional as well. I still remembered during my year one although jus ended a painful realtionship, but i had new bunch of frens who stood by me, goin thru the tough period wif me. One bunch always jio me for town trips right afer skool, the other clique is e one tt most had heart to heart tok. Due to one evil act of mine, caused the clique to dismant. For the past one year, the clique had nv got together. Although it has been over, but no one seems to be e same. I reli regretted at times n i lost my soulmate. THough we r talkin now, dunno who she feels though, but i sincerely hope things may turn out to be like the past. Life is full of regrets, if only i can turn back time..
all thanks to lyn who organised e sakae dinnner that brought everyone together aft one yr plus. jus hope everyone will cast bad memories behind n move on..
Was on my way home on mon nite.. e same bus stop, same sch environment, nothing physical changed but feelins were drastically diff. I felt a sudden lost n loneliness. People dun seem to be e same , sincerity betwn frens seem to differ as well. I seem to follow tt trend. Why? i dunno .. i tend to ignore pple on purpose n chat lesser in depth. A surface fren, i haf turned into. Someone tt is no longer me.. sigh.. I miss the good old sch daes. I cant bear to live sch so soon. gonna graduate soon, stepping into the cruel working society wif no more naive n innocent frens by me. Its cruel n scary.. I reli hope to make my third yr a yr tt is unforgettable. i wish.
I cry and I weep... Because of you... 12:30 AM
Saturday, November 11, 2006; got my old flame replaced!
got a replacement for my old flame tt has slipped out of my pocket... argh.. y m i always dropping n gettin my things spoilt/lost ? fated to lose e things i cherish :( lost phone twice, camera gt accident n fav sunglass jumped off the motorcycle!
aniwae, is my new pet. Simply love it! hope blue isnt too ugly.(sorry i noe is kind of zi lian but i jus love e glasses. promise lesser nxt time k! ) haha.. happy todae!!
went bugis for steamboat to cel wei jiang's 2nd bdae of e yr.
Dun ask me y. Tian **** steamboat is ex ! haf to pay for e soup! no my fav sotong!!!!! nt reli worth e money though.. heart pain bt enjoyed e time wif old frens :) had been a long day studied audit n had a tough icp class... free trade, world n Asean,Wto & mani mani omg! my world had been singapore for 21 yrs onli up til todae i realised im so miserably small in tis world.. time to see the bigger picture---> e world! awaiting for knowledge wif wide arms! Nageb is a damn knowledgeable lecturer. took me 3 yrs to noe how to appreciate him :X late better den nv.. time to slp tmr.. msm n bdae again!
I cry and I weep... Because of you... 1:15 AM
Friday, November 10, 2006;
damn frustrating!
jus asked her how she find my hair is it too flat.She commented :" so ugly , like mamasan!"... den fought... so m i suppose to tolerate n swallow all my sorrows.. den i pray for a bigger stomach..
I cry and I weep... Because of you... 12:12 AM
Thursday, November 09, 2006;
my baby lappie has seemed to recovered.. bt its hungry(empty wif no programs) so will gladly accept kind lendings of microsoft words & chinese installation programs from kind souls.
well,im jobless.Sometimes is kind of struggle betwn face(mian zi) & income. Wonder how of supervisor tot of me throughout the job of 3 months. Well i was not asked to help over at the other proj as promised. Disappointed but maybe is a blessing in disguise. i glad to do more den wad i tot i could during tis breakfree of job.Currently looking for a job, roadshow preferably. Able to work on either wed or thurs on weekday n some evening timming jobs. Kindly recommend if u haf lobang. Wonder if i shld teach swimming... arhh..sian.water again..
few weeks had been quite happy though many bdaes & wedding n gatherings. Below are some memories my ixus30 left for me before his accident. He was ran over by a car.. unfortunately no witness.
off for isen's bdae.. tink my curls sux now..
@villa bali .. frens for life
last shot b4 "his" fatal death, sumhow its six sense tt drove me to take few picz b4 he is gone..
now jobless n haf to get it replaced by topping up some money. Thinkin of gettin slim camera.. exilim is attractive bt canon seems reliable.. such a struggle. Open for recommendations here.. Oh ya, pretty immensed by e princess hours shin, bt not mad over it.. shin is an ideal man! n i wish i could act as e princess, coz she gets to wear n hold so mani lovely dresses n ornament! Planning for a trip to korea nex yr, anione wana come along ?
nxt wk hafin my audit test.. health had been bad these couple of wks.. always feelin restless.. i nid some motivation to study.. signed up for yoga, startin it nxt wk. excited though.. hope my passion for it will last. btw, will be selling some old clothes on blog n maybe yahoo auction when i get my camera. Interested parties, welcome to visit e blog again..
I cry and I weep... Because of you... 7:04 PM
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