I am a self-confessed QUEEN of DRAMA!
I get emotional, all the time.
I do cry everytime.
I am like this. You made me the QUEEN of DRAMA!
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Friday, December 08, 2006; cruel december
Love tis song.. suits my style. Best break off song ever.. if i face that day i wana be wad she sings in her song.. nice vocals. sExxY Babe!
at least she could sing n had pretty curves, wad do i haf? all i can do is sit & wait for my destiny..feelin so darn useless..
a wk ago, clinic downstairs caught fire. It was a clinic of doctor Wong, which i had visited close to a yr ago.
I remembering clearly that day i was in great abdoman pain. Strengthless limbs, blur vision & giddy due to my menses. Doctor Wong gave me immediate tablet n told me to rest outside till i feel beta n able to walk as the pain was far fm my ability of endurance. As i was resting, this PUB guy told doctor Wong that they nid to off all utilties. Then i was grasping for breath & giddy n clearly i nided the fan & air con. Thus Doctor Wong argued wif the guy tt as my doctor, he put my health at first piroity n reject the cutting off of supplies.
Upon my first visit, i was touched by his passion to help his patients. Heard tt nite of fire was his new born baby's full month. When e fire started his wife n baby was upstairs. Im thankful to god, for saving his family from the disaster. Good deeds do pay off. Many blamed it on the jinx tt baby brought, but i tot otherwise, it can surive thru tis ordeal, seems like e baby is gonna be a lucky, who noes, he's gonna make it big!
DIsappointments & strings of events happened one after another. My heart is weaken day after day. Exhausted.. Sch work, grandma, frenship & r/s arent favourable. I need a breakfree. iM sick of pple wearing "masks". If u arent keen to be true frens,pls leave. I miss the independent me that i was when i enter uni yr 1. LIFE den was jus fantastic.
Even my long planned & awaited KL trip disappoints me.Tis is already the 4th planned trip to KL that fails.I guess when u want to spare a tot for e other, U jus haf to bear the pain. But im sure i cant be that selfish to be insisting. I maybe selling off my 2 tics. Interested parties may tag. I hate money& i hate pple wif high EQ. I hate communicating!! coz it always screws up. Everything revolving around me is money!!! the freakin new camera also nv fails to add to my pain! aimless.. its such a cruel dec to me! I like to be alone but i hate lonely nites, hate the tears tt washes my face at nite, hate e endurance of the "contracting heart", hate it when i cant hold my temper,emotions & patience. GOd help me before i turn into a nasty & irritable person. Cigarettes.. i hate u, i sense ur tempting. Tequila shots, vodka,heneiken!!! my heart & mind healers.
....你的一双手有多普通 当时我无法形容,不够爱我的人 再美丽只是个梦
I cry and I weep... Because of you... 5:29 AM
The QUEEN of DRAMA
iTs all abouT mE, WO & mE!! :)
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