guess i over estimated myself. Love will make one change, eternal flames if someone were to tell me e same thing now, guess i will be dubious over it. Only serials make those come true.
Its so hard to motivate one, till i felt so tired. Waited for 1.5 hrs at e void deck wif the cold blast wind blowing n heavy downpour was initially manageable. But patience ran out aft 1.5 hrs. Aft being able to contact i realise i had been a fool. Waiting wif hunger n shivering cold.. i will nv forget how cold n shivery i was in e cab todae.
I swear i will nv be tearing n weakling animore.. I noe is the time to stand on my own feet again..