Tuesday, February 27, 2007; had been 4 dayz
had been four days.. wad haf i done for the past 96 hours? guess i haf been letting my mind wander.when will be e day im motivated to be on my feet strong & firmsuddenli i yearn for frens bt not special attentiontodae everythin seem so nice, which i haf nv felt for so long..pple ard me r takin up their pace faster n faster fighting wif the devil Time!I guess, its jus a matter of time for Devil tIme to destroy me into ashes.I wana cycle, shout out loud,sing, dance, drink n all else tt is rolling front n back of my mind..all else except that seems the same but y im still so empty!
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
3:09 AM
Saturday, February 24, 2007;
24th of feb, e air seems so different.. everything is so new.. ...
no time to tink,dream coz there are mani things up ahead for awaiting for me.
hope my body will be back on track soon. Teach me how to slp better n eat well..
5more days to first esap mock. Guess gonna screw it up, hope to gain experience thru it..
我一定會很用力的呼吸!!
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
1:00 AM
Wednesday, February 21, 2007; failed again
The first heartache, in the yr of pig.. I did all i can, i swear. I swallowed all that i could.. i kept calm.. so much that i dunno who im..
freeze my heart. Pls stop the torturing..
how i wish tis moment i haf someone with me..
I nid to stop the pain, its far too overwhelming..
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
7:09 AM
Tuesday, February 06, 2007;
pics of my cousin's wedding.. bride n bridegroom at 18!
pretty ma ma of a daughter to be now. I bet u haf nv seen so "in" & pretty young mama to be on e streets.. when i met her for bbq gathering my jaws almost dropped!
like always i had penny of thoughts over e past two wks.. I realised how nice cousins can be, e pillar of support or ones who will make u smile wif e minimal effort over e past 20 yrs, i haf cherished nothing till dat day. Thanks caroline for organising e bbq for e young. Bet e owner of "long chun" hates me n jiesheng coz we paid onli ten bt he ate till a 20cm high of remains of crab shells while i ate at least 2 kg of sotong! no joke!!!
went for first facia.. pretty good though bt guess my eyes cant cure man.. sad! i wana cure it.. e pain elapse again.. guess medication nids to be changed. New hair cut, new look bt i happen to see a past pic, i look so good last yr! i aged terribly over a year! sighz..
comment on my new hair, gimme suggestions haha.. not forgetting to introduce my salon Le Salon. LENG is my hairstylist.. not bad cheap rates facial is in built there too.amk ave 10. do try if u r looking for a reasonable saloon. they r pretty nice chaps!
in e midst of tots..
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
1:08 AM