is not a v good day
alone for audit as usual..
late by 30 mins
stomach was in great pain yest while studyin at cc yesterday
accompanied wif nausea n bloated stomach
i tot i was going to faint again
e fear astoguish again
fear tt i will faint in a toilet
without anione noticing
like wad old e old sayin always say, when u r in pain or desperate u will think of pple u reli like
was hoping tt he cld hold me to a doctor
i tot i was independent, i tot..
aniwae pain dint subside even till e morning
bt i knew i did to drag myself to sch
coz no one can help me
no one can lend me notes or whatsoever
was tryin to sell an ibm book to a guy which i tot he wld be appreciative at least
as bookshop is currently out of stock n haf no idea when stock wld be available
bt somehow i felt him v unsincere
& im definitely v upset
I ask if 38 was all rite
he tried to ask for a price of 18,as he claimed s.lounge someone was selling at the price
i went there to see i dint see ani 18, or maybe it was removed(maybe)
bt i feel it is definitely not gonna be a clean book
although my edition is one edition of diff
n is kind of v new wif cover.. i tot it wld be unfair to sell at the price
i feel tt he is pressing my price
i wonder if i was sensitive ( i tink so)
25 bucks quoted by him dint manage to clinch the deal
... i admit i was pissed although i nOe i shldnt be so petty coz afterall who wont bargain rite? bt a guy? ( im surprised!)
aniwae as a fellow student, i still hope he will do well in his exams.. (disappointed)
Dropped my SK diamond necklace.. damn!
though it was small diamonds bt its my 21st prezzie tt worth so much too me.
Im willing to lose my hp in exchange .
I seldom wear it bt tt day i jus had an urge though i was late.
Took the necklace onto bus to untangle. finally solved the entanglement.
As my nails were too long, i cant put it on decided to keep it safe in pocket first.
Hope he can help me put on during class.
Guess wad.. he dint come n e necklace is now lost!
its not so much abt the price bt guess is the most valuable tangible asset tt i can keep for memory sake.
Its gone. god u r so cruel.
U knew how mani OT hours was done just to buy that..
its the Best gift i ever had..
reported to SBS it was not found. I got a gut feelin i dropped it in the toilet.
Who ever who picked it up i hope u wld report it, pls do onto others what u hope others were to do unto u..
I believe in retribution.
queued for lotus soup for lunch. Aunty prepared my food in a tray bt instead on the ledge of the counter it was in the counter..
It was far for me to lift it up esp its 2 soup n 2 bowl of rice.
I did it slowli moreover it was v squeezy n jeff was sayin hi to me.
I dint reli stopped n chit chat bt aunty said "talk later, faster bring the tray out dun waste time hurry hurry!!" -- DUMBFOUNDED! i showed difficulty leaving it up she finali snatched my wallet n put it on the tray n lift it up for me..
askin me to start moving..
n next, the tray hit the soyasauce nxt moment i saw my jeans n my white school shoe tt i drew myself is pratially black!
suddenli i felt a gush of fire rose up to my chest!
I stoned there waitin for someone to pick tt up fm my shoe before i cld ever start moving again. But it wasnt Jeff was another girl. Thanks for lending a helping hand, god will bless u
best thing i went to toilet to try washing it off while washing i drop one of the sequence tat was on my shoe
jus b4 i cld pick it up, it stuck onto someone shoe n its gone!!
wad a luck huh!!!!!
its reli v frustrating these dayz maybe is bcoz i cooped myself in cc study for days i feel so dehumanized n i feel pple veri evil.. its so tiring sometimes to face others. Im losing hope bit by bit everyday for my papers. God pls support me.. coz i noe no one else can help me.
lastly another person who made my day is a one of the 3 guys who sat behind me for audit class for the past two lects. Its so coincidental. N maybe i look pathetic to him always alone, late n nv ask for help when i needed. On his way down to collect notes, he collected a copy for him. N noe wad i love him! coz i feel tt he is real human! wif a heart.. tts wad i tink our society shld be isnt it ?
coming from diff family, race we cld still love n care n help one another!!
thats wad the world shld be isn't it ? Singapore? haha.. forget it!!