Sunday, November 25, 2007; contented is happiness
im enjoying happiness
coz i have attained contentment
Is either i havent been appreciating what i have for the past 22 yrs of life or my life was real shitty
i feel im growing old
at heart
bt for most who sees me on the appearance. (i reli look like im 24/28) ??
thanks to cs.
is either u get more white hairs or u have darker eye circles
and be sure all ur ot pay will go to your eye mask and facial packages.
for most of my peers i guess they haf found their career direction bt for me.. i guess im still at the cross juctions.
Rational or Emotional ?
Sometimes im reli amazed with myself nv tot i can wk till so late everyday perhaps its gd. At least i feel occupied. BUt i love my job! hahahhaa..
my motivation to wk is FRIDAE!!!
Weekends are reserved to spend time with my soul.
bt of coz fortnightly i will expect some damages whenver Jasmine calls haha..
i used to tink happiness is eating mac bkfast with ur love one on sun morning
bt tats nt the case
happiness can be attained with the slightest tings u do without making any special effort.
seems like many of us are tryin to hard to attain happiness which have caused them to overlook so many other ways that it could be attain without much effort
life is so different nw. Perhaps for me it has changed
Remebering the times when we meet up every sat for shoppin chatting and slogging at drive thru/ 24 hrs mac
grumbling abt the tonnes of sch wk and hw annoying is our family
now one is busy flying ard doing events
the other busy finishing her last yr and juggling her wk and r/s at the same time
whereas me.. submerging myself into wk and enjoying my life on wkends.
suddenli i have an urge to say tis hear. " mummy, i really love you"
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
12:34 PM
Saturday, November 24, 2007; contented is happiness
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
7:59 PM
Thursday, November 08, 2007;
supposed to meet up for gathering at DEMPSEY on wed
supposed to meet up for wine appreciation wif colleagues
suppose suppose and suppose
bt needed to wk
and all of them had busy schedules
esp those who are going dating
see this is when singles are at disadvantage haha..
bt i was lucky somehow coincidentally all the rest met up except EUNICE.
and i was lucky as i happen to sms jasmine i knew abt it.
and i end up hafing pple to acc me for dinner at 11! hahaa..
so upset.. nv tried mambo nite b4!!!!
slept the whole dae todae..
felt bit sickish lea.
when u wk u realise u r so enegetic can wk 12 hrs
bt when u start to rest for the day
u realise every part of ur body is breakindown hahaa..
overall is a gd deepavali..
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
12:59 AM
Sunday, November 04, 2007; a month older again
last post was more den a month ago...
so it means..
im a month older again, a month shorter to leave tis world too :)
tis one month,
i have left intense
i have left the preparation stage for the big ting in e wking world
now im here at CS temp-ing.
i wont forget my first day when i went back. I lost my soul, my world and my dreams.
it took me sometime to console and move on.
life is nt about wad u wan to do or be, is wad is infront of u at the very moment.
jus like human, the one u meet at the very ideal moment, the second.
still holding on to the inner voice of mine repeating "everything happens for a reason" and for all that know me well, i believe in fate. After so mani yrs, i truly noe how much my little pair of hands can do for me, for many occurrence, i only can sigh helplessly.
life nw is ot-ing everynite.
i have never worked till 11 plus in my life
hope i can gain and have a nice stay at CS.
i pin no hopes to put me to disappointment.
but i tink i met nice pple tis time
i hope im nt wrong tis time again :)
and yea OF coz " I LOVE MY JOB"
had a wonderful day todae.
made a new leo friend ! haaa.. leo again. under a very weird situation but perhaps, fate.
first time goin shopping with Jasmine.
omg! i was been given the title of chairman for the shopping clan.
nw i shall pass on the title to her.
she is soooooooooooooooooooooo.......... AMAZING!
and wad shocks me is.. we are so similar!!!! I wonder how mani similar tings we bought today haa.. and i love the shoe she bought.. so ex.. im saving!!!! i wana get it too.. :( dun ask me out for gd meals guys, i wana save!!!!* determine! heh heh*
taste, thinking same dream as wedding planner and even the same aching spot and we are using the same way to cure it same brand!!!YOKOYOKO !!
spent a big bomb todae bt very shiok indeed!! its even better den One nite stand i hope hahahhahaha...
e onli ting was the pain todae.
so horrible.
thanks to the milo hahahhahahha...
guess he wont see tis.
went drinking yest with the clan. Every single one of us is in the financial sector haa.Again i felt so awful. ITS TIME TO QUIT DRINKING...(sec time saying it hahaha)
ani foreign big bank, u name it,sure bound to hit one of us! haa..tis is a bit exaggerating though.
and the competition is over.
i lost
im the only one still temping while all of them either gt a perm or contract.
seee tis is wad i mean. PAI MIA..
:) somehow my life is planned in a way that i nid to do a slower and harder route den the rest. Be it personal, family life , studies and career.
but im taking it on my stride, im strong!!
maybe i should post some pics huh.. hmmm.. sammi concert!!!!
it was SOOOOOooooooooo Nice !!! it was my virgin experience.haha. Same birth date and yet we are so diff. she is damn pretty la. oh ya one ting e same. We are as emo. wahahhahahah
next coming up, jay chou.
ah leong, everything was jus for u okay.
thats how mani days of my pay. "grumble grumble"
but i guess it will be pretty worth it too.*excited*
talking about that.. i met my zhou jie lun as in my neighbour twice on sundae.. hmm lets see if we have another fate for one tmr :P haa.. my first fren in tis block after staying here for 22 yrs. sometimes fate can reli make life interesting.
recommendation of the day
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Olivia Ong.
listen to Olivia's "sometimes when we touch" her voice is jus so crystal clear.
it heals my soul.
.... till i blog again c")
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
5:00 AM