Thursday, April 27, 2006; Adidas singlet , new pet of mine!
lalalala....
yo... so H-A-P-P-Y today!
Studied fm 9 - 6.10 pm .. cool.. n i found tt im useful todae at least to someone.. thanks to Qiu hui! muackzzz!
n i found a secret n conducive place to studi in school when everywhere is flooded wif no empty seats!!! Im smartie pie! (for such things)... bt pardon me fm being selfish.. i will onli share the secret hideout aft exam. coz i dun wana get caught n pple snatching wif me! or even sharing hahahha.a...
Ladies n gettleman....
My love of the day...


adidas light green singlet! damn nice!......
gonna go slp... tmr nid to studi.. n im recharged ! coz..
" ADIDAS , my strength , my life!!"
find one day i will take a pic of all the adidas pdts i haf.. hahaha.. adidas pls find me for modelling.. or sponsor ?
im sick of this skin.. no time to change.. i will do it soon.. so pple bear wif it!!
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
12:33 AM
Sunday, April 23, 2006; Its sundae ...
Its sunday..
Had a tiff...
Books made me sigh..
My msn nick : "笨女人: turning evil, curb me.."
HAppened to see tis on Lucas's nick : "destroy the evil in you, let the angel of you regin! "
finally someone inspired me..
And we are both working hard towards it..
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
3:36 PM
Saturday, April 22, 2006; relationship test..
Went to view ah lian's blog & saw tis, heres my result..
***Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating***
You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.
What's Your Ideal Relationship?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyouridealrelationshipquiz/
so wads urs ?
Pondering.. how many people around u are true friends, people u can share ur woes ?
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
11:39 PM
Thursday, April 20, 2006; turning evil, curb me.
11 dayz, life changed drastically.
I know how bloody useless m i.
hardwork doesnt pay off
Dumbness is the end of the world
Fairness varies with individuals
Hurt & disappointment lies deep in.
The world had discard me totally.
Evilness is emerging.
Emotions are running out of control.
Haircut,driving,yelling are jus temporary pills..
Freaking irritated, pissed, demoralise, dishearted n Extremely surrender to the breaking down body.


Its gonna be a new start.

the way guys highlight reli look like durians "esplanade" though..
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
11:36 PM
Sunday, April 16, 2006; Life is so Ironic
Im fearful of tests n exams, my fren currently a relief teacher has to set Tests!
I hate teaching teaching lessons, now Im teaching.
I used to hate guys who rides bike, now i dun haf a choice many a times n IM a passenger.
I hate parents preaching & nagging now im becoming one.
I used to argue wif frens who insisted tt private transport was a necessity, now i crave to haf one.
I used to think "love" can be so great tt couple can leave on bread & water but now i wish to meeta smart n stable n gentlemanly eligible bachelor..
In the past, people who i haf seen in sch for 4 yrs, i speak less than 5 sentences to them for a year, n todae when all of us gathers for a dinner.. we haf endless to talk abt.. SoO.. ironic..
I hated people who compare but nowadayz i jus cant stop comparing... & i hate it!
In the past, whenever i haf a crush, I will dream to haf him as i grow older i realise ,ironically i realise being friends is so much comfortable..
I tot spending on skin care products had been a waste if u had been taking gd care of your face all this while.. now im buying every pdt in the market tt might cure my eyes. Ironically i noe none will work, coz my dark circles are gettin for bad to worse coz of my worsening health.
Life is so ironic.. I love the beauty n blessing to be alive bt many a times,im so tortured wif the terrible process.
gosh.. i dunno wad m i typing.. so tired.. If u ask me whether haf i been studyin i will answer yes. But ironically, i haben being studyin much. The best explanation that can explain tis is, my brains work ten times slower than others. Im such a slow retarded girl.. I shldnt haf made it to uni..
sighz..
.............
Budget airport

i MISS my calf muscles..

Advance 21st bdae simple yet quality bdae!

adidas sunglass for our backpacker..
wish ah cai will realise what he prefers to work as n be happy in whatever he does.
hui hua, stay sporty n happy
kang guan, hope his BRUnei trip will be slack n memorable
Siew tong stay happy serving army
Lastly, our wei zhi will start lookin for a job n goes HK in june n allow me to tag along! haha..
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
11:54 PM
Tuesday, April 11, 2006; me
Love
Love to haf freedom of expression
Love to haf a hour glass figure
Love to be a brainy
Love the mild sun ray when mood is sunny
Love the drizzle of rain when feelin low, coz someone is weeping like me,not alone.
Love to be myself (a half dreamer n realist)
Love the way when my heart smiles, upon seeing kids' innocent acts
Love the big blue sky
Love to be a country side where no one knows me, tt i can plant my own strawberry
Love the chance to look ard the world
Love to see my beloved Dolly again
Love the way my Dad is now
Love colours..
Love to be loved, True love
Love to be understood
Love to be reloved
Love all the fun i had in life
Love the way i was in Jc
Love the feeling of being pampered
Love to shop
Love to teach in a orphanage
Love to try nice clothes
Love to do my best for all around me
Love to do my best for all that pin hope in me... Bt IM so tired
Love to haf a room of my own
Love to stop hearing arguments n fights
LOve LovE LoVE... I lOVe so much.. bt how much can i actually haf by me ?
Hate
hate the periodic selfishness in ME
hate the envious character in ME
hate the sub conscious inferior Me
hate the Misunderstandings
hate the wrongful acts
hate the stubborness
hate the hot temper
hate the sun
hate the bo chap frens attitude
hate the act of wanting to be alone when wif frens
hate the grumbling me
hate the useless me
hate the talk big action small Me
hate the stupidity me
hate the forgetful me
hate the feeling of not being understood
hate the splendid me
hate the me who spends to vent anger n lonliness
hate to share a room
hate not to haf privacy
hate the hypocrites
hate those who back stabbed
hate people who puts on a mask
hate people who are insincere
hate salesperson who are rude
hate colleagues who are badmouthers
hate office politicz
hate when mum gets indirect
hate when family haf disputes
hate when i haf same dish everyday
hate the jams on 74 every morning
hate the unknowing blueblacks i get in the morning
hate the frens who appeared n left my life
hate the me who haf so much to fulfill n haf yet to made any possible
hate the slackness in me
hate the dark circles tat i haf
hate the skinnies
hate the rough skins on my legs
hate the weak heart that im having
hate to drink chinese medicine twice a day
hate to be manipulated
hate to be left choiceless
hate to haf so much frens n none can made it deep down into me
hate the surface me
hate the realistic me
hate the indecisive me
hate the soft hearted in me
hate the feeling on fighting with time
hate the feelin of not letting my body rest
hate the feelin i feel r/s doesnt work
hate the feelin when i jus cant remember things tat i studied many times
hate the feelin tat i worked doubly hard n end up getting results tat are far from others who dint work hard
hate the feeling of exam
hate to be compared
hate to despise myself
hate the mood swinging "ME"
hate to put on a brave front
hate to say sorry
hate to coax others
hate to socialize
hate the unfilial me.. i love my grandma n i reli do
hate the "kou shi xin fei " me.. (utterly, damn!)
hate to be taken advantage
hate to be forced to do things
hate the society
haTE hATE hATE...
cAN Hate ever be neutralized by love ?
bt i guess even if its neutralize.. life becomes zero & apparently leads to meaningless.
LIfe is jus too tough at times.. many a times , u may seem u haf many things, but u noe deep down.. u haf NOTHING!
.... I jus wan to fly.. leave me alone! let me be.. gimme a chance to make it up for those childhood dayz tat i haben had before.
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
11:02 PM
Friday, April 07, 2006; Present for the yr is no presENT!
mY LEGs are paralysed! I feel every step on ground is so sore n pain! How i wish i can remain bed riden for a yr n skip exam haha..
Startin fm yest nite went to hunt a present for anniversary x change.. however due to much criticism by tis grp of buddies.....

zeBRa!

Wad a coincidence! same color outfit !
& to my surprise he dint prepare a gift yet too.. so we went " Japan" to shop till our legs are sored...
japan international airport!

k la...
walked fm orchard -> bugis ->orchard -> cityhall -> n orchard again!
in total patronized 2 zhapalang watch shop , 5 city chain outlets & 1 fossil shop at Hereen... n got nothing in e end. Either price nt within mr bai budget or design doesnt come in pair. An uncle actualli offered 2 at 100.. sigh..
onli gotten levis n a skool bag for my bro.. at 25 buckz each!


nice skirt huh ?
Dinner at A rome restuarant @ MS, opposite double O.
(my recommendation)
pls try the spagetti wif cabonara & bacon! i guarrantee u will lOVE it!.. try the choc suffle too!



wine corner...



ugly pic ... bt most well dressed for e entire yr! ... jus for the day.

love tis art!!!.. im the focus of the art! hahaha...
stupid blogger... waste so much time.. blogging... hang hang hang!
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
12:24 AM
Sunday, April 02, 2006; apriL fool ..
Morning.. went to qing ming.. wow.. every yr is such a mental torture e moment u noe, u r heading to a veri hot , crowded & full of smoke from josticks!! But its such a impt dae to ur ancestors.. coz u r visiting dem like once a yr! so must go okay, youngsters, lazy shldnt be an excuse!

FoodIE for po po , gong gong n kor kor.. n....

wake up the idea! tis is not red light district! its my ROOm!

iM BUzy!!!

...

Constipation...
lame to take picz in toilet.. bt great experience hahaha..
First neo print of US...

Anyone wana endorse us for ad ? looks like an ad..


act cute!!


calling... his mistresssss...

while waiting....
Tom Yam!

see the chillis?

Spicy..!!
bt we realise a secret to drink.. when u gulp down all at once its not spicy! try it!

OH ya.. n i bought $65 worth of bio essence for dark circles, pray hard it works tis time or else im nt gonna buy animore unless its MTM!!!
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
12:59 AM