Saturday, May 20, 2006; a syringe of motivation !
I feel as if i jus got another jab of motivation!
Lucas showed me his picz in US & im so envious! firstly i haf no money to travel there n secondly the NIgara waterfall is so spectacular! Other picz of his cant show bt i hope he dun mind tis coz i wana share wif all of u reading. When i was young mummy brought me to the Japanese association to watch a film on NIGara n was awesome. Is so nice to see it once again.. I wish to experience it myself one day.

is my dream to study abroad however whenever i come to think abt my super lousy english. I tot it would be better not to disgrace myself espcially tryin to catch wad the ang mo lecturers are saying.. guess i will be replyin " huh ?" . sigh.
Almost broke down last nite.. haf no strength to go on.. some trip pictures, get me motivated to pia! n earn lots of money to go HOLIDAE.. wait for me, im gonna make it!!
hope tis motivation will fights all odds... till the end!
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
11:23 PM
Tuesday, May 16, 2006; TiMe ..waiT foR me ! ...
faster faster... tts what i haf to do right now ! coz im behind plan! However finally found momentum today.. Jo is back! hope she will be wif me till then..
Aniwae... rewarded by the entertaining TV OF MINe on monday nite... although was recorded version..
Yin zhen shu n & dA SHU are my only motivation now...! Lurve e show " soO much " no no "thEEEssssssseeeeeeeeeee Much " wuhahhaa..
sUper band oso veri entertaining.. always the unexpected get out! aniwae pls dun do tt to the bof of them :

*Brods*
Wonderful n solid Vocalz.. one nite in bEJiNG WAS "ZHAN!"

mIlo peng.. FrENz fren.. aniwae.. Proud of 21'eeez.. Creative & nice music delivery.
Lurve e super retro ... i had tt wig on before too!(stupid MR ma.. dun wan gimme tt pic! )

"perfect!" all time favouritez.. Gimme beta music, drive me on peeps!
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
3:52 AM
Saturday, May 13, 2006; Sa - Tur - Day
Unhappiness arised even before reaching tea garden..
tea garden was flooded! inside too cold, outside noisy no seats. Managed to grab a seat outside alone, bt pple were talkin around me. Mosquitos bit me @ my pathetic squeezy seat! Three times! i tried to grad e seat aft every table leave their seats. All tries failed! those guys were evil to snatch fm me & i ended up lookin like an idiot!
it was 5 oradee & i was sian oradee.. So we rode to science centre hoping to catch Poisedom.. bt... full!!
So loITTEred ! e park.. saw the telephone for the legenary Teletubbies! wuhahahha!

as he insist in watchin a movie since it is a wasted day. Headed to great world. Left first row for MI 3! REsult was i felt nauseous & headache! tOm cruise movement reli caught my eyes blur.. as he was basically moving n flyin in front of my eyes!
No more first row FOrever!
Aniwae.. i manage to take a pic in the far east florist beside tea garden.. couldnt find their cold room for e roses ! wasted!!!

I love the swing.. If i haf a penthouse..! i will grab tt!!!!! I wan a penthouse!
Time to study... n its 23:37 pm n e best thing.. kz took my notes home... gonner... let me see wad i can do.. im gonna flug baby... moan..

I lurve the seafood pizza fm our skool Mega....! chesse CHeeeezzze ..
My Grumbles of the day!
oNE fLY FLEW direcT INTO mY eyes !!
One cockRoach.. dunno how long has it been on my body, Started moving down my arms as i was waLking home! dAMn yuckzzzzzz.... i bathed myself till my skin r gOnna cruMPled for that!!!
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
11:43 PM
Thursday, May 11, 2006; STop comparing , bACK off !
Accounts was a Ultimate set back! Feeling the big hole in me. stupid AdAM's equity theory!wHAT stands in my world is input / output not = 1 !
4 months of studyin goes down the drain. Sec upper ? shring... i guess i will get far from tat..
wanted to catch daisy aft tt... Caught in e rain when we r rIDing over... was in jeans.. n DRENCHED! it was SOooo cold.. & no cinemas in marina area is screening it!
Did the blog n took me two dayz! arHH....
Pek chek till max!!!
Felicia Chin quoted " if u can memorise & haf exam techniques, u r veri likely gonna make it " -- I dun haf memory so does it mean i can forget abt studyin in UNi! i hate the idea of lagging behind n pple will keep askin u hows paper n grades! Damn!!! leave mi alone!
Aniwae met up wif old frens for a mini celebration on sat.. which kind of made me felt beta as there r still frens of mine who DOESNT COMPARE!! :)
LurVE u alL... u r the only shoulder i can lean back when i feel so weary struggling in my field..

ah Leong & xiao tian

watch endorsement ? (UgLY! )

aH leong, bDAE girl & ah Boh
I noe i look veri shag n ugly... N i lost 3 kg !.. medicine doesnt seem to work on me animore.

all Couply couply ... sigh..
I cry and I weep... Because of you...
1:34 PM