today is my ... 6th day working as lifeguard !!
but i kind of tender a verbal resignation todae.
after so much struggle , i still did it!
I love tis job actuali..
recalling back,
i haf been swimming for my childhood n youth days..
i guess i started swimming when i was in pri2 or 3 cant rem..
i still rem i went for a useless MOE bronze, silver, gold award
followed by survival bronze, silver, gold award but not e gold star one haha..
den later went on the get life saving 1,2,3
lastly my Bronze medallion. e cert tt brought me to my dream job which is also e award dat ties down e end of my swimming journey.
actuali it was one day when i asked myself wad i liked abt swim when i reached a point tt i hated swim.
Den i realise i can be a lifeguard, i watched mani shows n realise all hunks are lifeguard haha..
like 715 in one of the drama. Den being life guard was my dream n goal i worked towards in my swim life.
i was reli good in my teens bt i reached e low peak during my JC swim.
I realised im reli lousy when i meet much better swimmers in e team.
I cldnt make it to participate in the swim meet.
Tats my greatest regret in my swim life.
I reli wish to haf audience watchin me swim, the satisfaction of hitting the wall wif my head at the finishing point haha..
People applausing for u !
cheering u on!
Wad to do , im tt lousy.. i was dejected n wanted to gif up swim.
aft tt i went on to uni.
Lifesaving caught my attention n blur blur made frens wif shi jia n siew lian.
Nt pro swimmers.. end up in e club..
encouraging one another each lesson.
Even in busy months of exams, we encourage one another to turn up for trainings despite the far journey fm clementi back to amk which take an hour or so ..
n days when our big aunt visit.
We dread to go for training.
And one thing thru out the yrs, i resisted on using tampons!!
wad e hell.. so scary.
I rem shi jia once showed me on tat was like 3/4 length of e bubble tea straw n its diameter is e same as the bubble tea one! wth !!! i nearli fainted.
I cant imagine the amt of pain!! poor girls.
So even how swim teacher in charge in jc forced,
i refuse to use it!!!
den when i reached e stage of BM .
my health suddenli deteriorated.
doc say i cant do vigorous excercise like timed swimming as we nid to hit target.
N pulling someone for 50m wif clothings on within 3.15 mins inclusive of a 50 m swim.
n pull e damn person upshore to do cpr can jus take my life away haa.
i rem jus few wks b4 the BM test date,
i was feelin v unwell. Im was also in e midst of exams.
was so v shag. when i missed the timming by few secs, i was devastated.
I felt so useless & tired.. My first drop of tears by e pool.
I felt ashamed bt those were tears to my beloved sport, swim!
another set back was e test for sentosa bay watch.
I failed the target of 8 mins.
Run swim run 200m.
Swimming against the current was real tough!!
u realise u arent moving!!! n ur energy r draining tremendously!
Well good thing la, i tink baywatchin there is 10 times r stressful.
u Noe la huh.. sentosa is famous for something.
the most fearful ting of lifeguard is not u dunno hw to save bt is u cant pull one back fm the 鬼門關 !
n where ur guilt will torture u for life.
swim was once my first love.. but now.. no love bt became something i treasure.
Im begining to hate e waters sometime.
Damn troublesome haha hate to bathe in e cold water..
bring so much barang barang n e dirty toilets haha..
when i showered in yck pool when i was young i see lots of shampoo foam dried up at the edge of the drain den i will tink tt how one will feel licking it wif the tongue..!! haha
i wana puke whenever i tink of the scene haha.. im sick!
bt safra is real good la.. clean toilets wif hot water.
It gif me a feeling of 初戀again haha..
i had another nitemare again..
dreamt of someone climb over e edge of the wall n commit suicide infront of my eyes..
N i screamed !!
when i open my eyes i was kind of making those weeping sound... sound so silly haha.
aft since i became lifeguard tis is e 3rd horror death dream.
my colleague told me he saved 6 person in total in his lifeguard life!!!
he is young lol..
im so worried i will meet one..
when im e onli one at the pool. better live e place asap haha..
looking at those notorious kids u will wana die i tell u !!
u tell them dun run,
when they tink they r out of ur sight they continue n they shoot u wif their water guns!
( haa.. cute kids though)
i saw kids taking their tests todae.. so cute..
can u imagine a 0.9 or ard 1m kid wearing their pyjamas in water n keep struggling to swim fwd when the water current n the weight of their pyjamas pulling them back haha..
it reminds me of those earli daz of mine.
Bt i miss the underwater circle thing ,
we nid to swim deep down n go thru it.
Tats v fun!!
oh ya,
tat day i said i wana marry a police rite?
todae i changed i wana marry a swim coach aft i saw Billy.
A coach of safra.
he is v well tanned i feel. haf e "seh" of a coach. veri man when he coaches haha
i overheard fm a kid who passed her test tt he is treatin her for a BK n Mac meal .. so sweet rite, y my coaches nv does tt ah?!!
come to tink of it,
our family haf swim genes la.
I started swimming wif dolly.
I rem i was in tis red ballet dress swim suit.
wIf e flares of e skirt haa.. i miss those daz ..
esp when the coach points n u n ask u swim to him den he will carry u sweet talk wif u n throw u back to the wall haha..
actuali i haf the thought of being a coach haa..
nurture our nxt generation ma..
bt my free style reli sucks!
last bt nt least, me in life guard uniform. I took tis when no one was ard me! heh heh!! mus take b4 i return the shirt to them. bt one thing i hate!!! its OVERSIZED!!! i hate oversize shirts since young bt i always get it!! their XS is like so big lol!!!!argh!!!

heh heh.. got e seh boh? haa.. dream come true!

e best part is when guys or ah pek walk past n get shock to see a female sitting on the lifeguard chair haha.. who says girls cant be as competent as guys? thumbs up for female lifeguards!!!

so sad mus take myself.. too paiseh to ask pple take for me. They wld tink im mad jus a shirt but i wk v hard for it okay!! guess in my life of all that the things mummy put me to learn tis is e only one i have achieved at least Something haha.. bt i still thank mummy letting me expose to so much. like chinese dance, mini tennis, piano, chinese caligraphy,abacus !
i will miss e beautiful pool...
e best plc n job u can ever get is being a lifeguard! bt nt e onli lifeguard of e pool.. it can get real bored staring.. haaa..
i learnt alot! im thankful to get tis experience..
who say female lifeguard will get picked up by guys! dun haf lol maybe i too ugly haha..
aniwae theres this guy who asked me to correct his swim.. he darn funni la.. e rest of the guys jus thanked me n majority talked to me to complain n feedback! nothing good haha..
i never knew lifeguards haf to take pool PH n CL readings! cool! rite
den we add chlorine like those washing powder into the pool.
haf u ever wonder how the pool is washed?
wld u tink that they will drain out all the water in the pool ?? haha.. dun tell u !! wana Noe ? go be a lifeguard! it took me yrs to finali Noe it.
goin msia pray tmr.. i will be bored to death hafin no one to tok to again!!
i dunno wad happened to the previous skin.. jus went hae wire.. cant save it.. Tis new skin is beri nice too.
life has got better.. bt i still feel v tired.. i wana rest!!! im so sian to wk..
todae finali went for our hk trip nxt thurs planning..
thousand of plcs to go ... 7 dayz dun seem to be enough..
bye disney.. though we wana go bt guess we jus gonna be realistic its gonna be v expensive n Q veri long for every station..
so broke !by the time i m back fm hk is gonna be tough.. hope money will jus fall into my hands during our macau casino visit or the dog race.. haa.. im excited to see dog race so cool!!
went OG to get inner beauty( no one served me!!)
y are all bras so ex ah ? can someone tell me.. is jus two cushion rite? sOme with more padding only ma ..
it took me v long to find a comfortable one
aunty say no size!! ask me go for a size bigger or B cup.. i refuse la.. den she commented "orh maybe tis design nv come in small sizes" -- sian..
she recommended other brand i refuse niceli den she suddenli added , " orh u wan , padding one huh? "
me shyly " ya.. :P" haha.. bt i dare to admit lea. bleah!
so unfair y guys penis small wont get criticised, girls bust small, mus readily accept teasing..! (big or small doesntmatter, wad matter is e confident haha)
went to police station for my lost of BM report.. den onli i realise police v busy nt as nua as we tot. Waited an hr for my turn to report. An ah pek came to report sayin tat he wan police to cut his lock for him as he forgot to bring his keys.
tis chinese police refuse, said unless its emergency cases
ah pek" urgent! i nid to slp ma"
police" uncle u wana slp, nt urgent lea. U shld get locksmith"
ah pek " no money how ? no frens, no family no nothing, u tell me how la ?" (loud)
police" unlce, i understand bt i reli cant do anithin abt it, try to negotiate or borrow first ? "
ah pek"so now u wana me go rob bank, n borrow ah long la ? " (louder)
police " uncle, make tis clear hor, i nv ask u go borrow ah long n rob bank hor!! " (even louder)
n tis when louder n louder on n on..it was such a fierce quarrell tat i dint wana look over bt glued my eyes to the tv.. i scared e ah pek turnover n scold me..
e interesting part is the police is actualli polite n soft .. suddenli he so
MAN!! @ e moment, i wana marry a policeman.. (crazy)which guys ard me sumtimes can be so timid n soft.. even we girls r fiercer n more daring. disappointment!
den e police dint wana continue e argue as there were mani cases b4 e ah pek ones to handle, like mine.
so he told him to take a seat first.
he sat beside me.. my body bend towards e other side.. 2 reasons, one he has a smell.. like hasnt bathe for dazz.. tats ok la.. another is he is like v fierce la.. im worried he may go mad n grab me wif a pen knife as hostage or somethin.. haha.. ( scenes of me struggling n crying helplessly for help flashed acrross my brain haa)Thruout e entire period i onli "miao " him.. n i admit my heart was beating real fast.he looks unstable man..
bt actuali quite poor thing tt ah pek bt who noes if he is lying.. hw can he stay alone n has a flat when he is nt workin no family n frens.. puzzled..
sigh.. know y u feel singaporeans r uncompassionate ? coz there r jus too mani liars ard!
leong leaving for taiwan tmr, hope she has a romantic trip haa..
me goin msia pray over e weekend, leaving hua alone .. heh heh hope she will realise tt she wld be lonely without us ard :P haha..
i jus love tis song..
heres e lyrics ..
If I were blue,
would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's okay,
Would you stand by me,
let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good,
would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender love and careWould you die for me,
would you run with me,
And never look back..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there
If I were grey, would you still think of me?
And wish that you could hold me now,
Would you die for me?
Would you run with me?All away…
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you’ll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you’ll always be there,
to kiss my pain away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you’ll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you’ll always be there,
to kiss my pain away?
Would you be there…for me…